Just to keep my brain juices flowing (the juice is a sugary, caffeinated, crack called coffee, btw) I’ll just spill out everything that is on my brain while I set my paper on incarceration to the side. The topic tonight, actually this morning, is the Homie, Lover, and Friend. These aren’t three separate ideas, but of a one solid idea of one person having the whole package. It seems impossible and difficult as hell to find that one person you can do playful shit with, vibe with, and also having the whole affectionate and intimate shit with them. Shouldn’t one be friends with this potential person anyway? Yes. But, it seems like the friendship waiting to blossom into something greater is just stuck at a dead end. There’s nothing passed this Homie/Friend zone. Who just wants a lover with a hallow relationship?
I’m in my feelings… time to turn off Musiq Soulchild.
Super Cool Ass Dudes
This ain’t nothing really but beginning of the end.
Maxine Ashley is really everything. She has a versatile voice that you wouldn’t even guess was actually a thick New York accent behind these melodic, soothing songs on her ep, MOODSWINGs. Her free ep just released on the 2nd of October, I downloaded it two days ago, and I’m already in love with it, with her, and her voice.
Above is a track produced by Pharrell who, even in her playful, grainy Youtube video of her singing Beyonce's Sweet Dreams, knew she was a gem.
Insomnia is the monster of all pent up emotions. Insomnia not only defeats any signs of sleepiness, but it also brings out my worst thoughts. Usually any normal person would take this dark time out to think about their last heartbreak from their ex, but not me. My only, and I’d like to think my last, heart stomping, ripping, crushing moment was hearing my grandpa for the last time, it was inaudible because he couldn’t speak, his body was shutting down. He was thousands of miles away, hours ahead, and a jet couldn’t even get me to him fast enough.
Maybe if he was here in America instead of a developing country, we would’ve knew what was wrong, and stopped it before it stopped him.
New music from the beautiful and talented Yuna, produced by Chad Hugo. Perfect up beat track for me to bop to running late to my 8AM class. Excited to see what she has in store for her upcoming album, releasing October 29. Everything she has preciously released has been golden, and this album won’t fall short of that.